rootoflove | IC continuations

-What were you hoping for? Some defense, something about why it's okay for me to exist?

It isn't! Just by being born, I brought nothing but pain and sadness into the world! So of course it's pathetic, because my life is pathetic!!

Yes.

I've been wondering it myself, what's the point of someone 'like me' living or existing. You seem to still be here, so what keeps you here?

...I intend to graduate and gain a wish. I'll use it to change the past so that I never existed.

That's even more pathetic than I imagined. What have you done that's so criminal? If it's simply 'oh my presence is disgusting' then you probably need to figure out a better excuse.

[ he's not even that judgmental or mocking, despite the words, but there is a heavy layer of bitterness ]

Many people died because of me. Because of me, their souls were tormented in Purgatory for an eternity. Because of me, their loved ones wept.

So you wish to disappear with no guarantee that their lives will be better, instead you self-centeredly believe simply your absence is better. How do you know you weren't the lesser evil and the other one hasn't happened in your timeline simply because you took its place?

I'm not so naive as to think that nothing bad will happen in a world without me. It's even possible that it really would be worse somehow.

Do you want me to admit that the risk I'm taking with my wish is selfish? It is, of course. While I hope that it will save those people I killed, ultimately it is to save myself.

Is this a secret that hurts to keep? Or do you love self-flagellation and pity seeking.

The former. The only reason I told you these things was because I was not expecting any pity.

You can't save yourself if you don't exist.

I can't be saved as long as I exist.

"ultimately it is to save myself." hmmm?

I meant what I said. The only salvation possible for me is oblivion.

Contradiction, but acceptable enough, I guess.

There's no contradiction for me. In any case, I did not bring you here to have you accept it.

I know. You wouldn't care about my opinion unless it was disgust or revulsion.

That's right. So you understand, right? Why I can't forgive the way you act.

Nope~

[ he does understand but

la la la la ]

Liar. You know exactly what I mean.

I would never lie, I have no idea what you mean, oh no.

Then let me say it like this. It's not fair.

You think that's actually something to sway me? You who's already the epitome of selfishness and confused desire thinks 'It's not fair' has meaning?

I don't think anything I can say would sway you. I'm telling you why I won't forgive you, and why I'll get in your way as much as I can.

Good luck~

...I really hate you, Coriander-san. I don't think we'll ever get along.

[and she's going to try and pull him into a hug]

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