安田 紗代 ([personal profile] rootoflove) wrote2020-05-07 04:46 am

IC continuations - emotionshare

gonna be some nsfw in here
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-14 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sekhmet's desire for Iris is so intense, demanding and pleading and apologetic all at once, greedy and generous, and so so afraid of hurting her. But her kiss is so sweet, so wonderful, exactly what she needs, and Sekhmet returns it without hesitation. And what Iris will feel is love, a real love reaching out to Iris' heart. It bewilders Sekhmet too, how sudden this is all coming together, it's making her dizzy.]
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-14 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[And it's reciprocated, but Sekhmet is so hungry too, she is so overjoyed to be wanted in this way, to be loved so powerfully but she pulls away first, the fear returning that her feelings, her desire will hurt them. But it's so wonderful. She doesn't want to stop this.

And she's still blindfolded.]


Iris...

Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-14 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[She takes off her blindfold, and puts her glasses back on. She needs to see Iris. And without thinking, her hand goes to Iris' cheek, gently brushing away the tears. Despite the fear, that love isn't subsiding.]

...I already love other people, you know. More than just one. I... I was afraid that I would trample on your heart, somehow.

Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Sekhmet is warm, her body is warmer than any normal human body.]

Nor do I. There are definitely things that I can't give up. But this is so powerful and... I-I can't deny that I've cherished you for so long, Iris.

Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
[No. She can't stop this either. And even if there is the fear of either of them suffering heartbreak, she wants this. She feels a real happiness, an excitement too, and embarrassed of hiding it, even if she didn't really understand it or reckon with it herself.]

I thought it might just trouble you, so I didn't... I tried to avoid thinking about it myself. But now I can't avoid it. And it's good that I can't. Because I also want to be with you.

...Call me Hlasoh.
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Sayo. [She's happy saying that name, as if in doing so, she has embraced and taken hold of this newly discovered connection. She's really happy now, even if it's a fragile and delicate happiness owing to her previous emotional state.]

Let's go on a date, Sayo.
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[It's good that Hlasoh can pick up on emotions and not specific thoughts because that would give her a Concern, though she does understand certain identity issues.

She picks up on the uncertainty, the determination to push forward, and tries to project reassurance.]


Great!

[She takes her hand, standing up.]

Where do you want to go?

Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
No, I haven't. I wouldn't mind going though.

[Doki doki]
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Yes! Have you been there yet?

[Starting over to the train!]
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm sort of in pieces right now, but I'm really happy too. It's funny how that goes.

[Leaning over to kiss her cheek, as they board the train. There is indeed anxiety and a background of depression, but she's also happy, giddy in love, even if it's still a scared love that is urgent to find solid footing, to find a way to last and live.]

Even if we're feeling all of this... this chaos, for now I just want us to have some time that is sweet and beautiful.
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Re: SEKHMET

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-05-15 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
We do. We really do deserve it.