-Sure am a boy in this memory for real -A sense of apprehension about meeting Battler; there are a LOT of feelings there -Intense hatred and contempt for Gohda -Vague unease about saying he's 16, like it's not entirely true -Vague dokis for Jessica? -Oh my god Battler is so dreamy and strong and nice and impossible to cope with -Seriously this knot of feelings is so big and tight and screwed up that it's impossible to untangle just based on this memory
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-A sense of apprehension about meeting Battler; there are a LOT of feelings there
-Intense hatred and contempt for Gohda
-Vague unease about saying he's 16, like it's not entirely true
-Vague dokis for Jessica?
-Oh my god Battler is so dreamy and strong and nice and impossible to cope with
-Seriously this knot of feelings is so big and tight and screwed up that it's impossible to untangle just based on this memory